In my dream, I was sitting in a car with a woman who was my sister (not my sister in waking life). We were in a parking lot next to some woods where she had just buried a bundle of clothes that belonged to a man she had killed. I was scared and upset by this even though I knew she killed the man in self defense. Then I was outside the car and a man was attacking me. He was holding me so I couldn’t get away but I was biting his hand. A part of me didn’t want to bite down too hard, because I didn’t want to hurt him too much. But at the same time I didn’t want to hurt him, I willed him to be gone. He vanished, leaving behind a small bundle of white cloth wrapped around a shiny glowing white bone. I was still scared, but because my dream sister had done it before me, I knew I would bury the bundle in the woods.
“That’s a power dream”, Jon said, “you don’t know who you really are, you don’t know your own power”. When I told Mandy the dream before my massage and energy work she said the same thing. Then she interpreted the white bone as being a symbol of interior structure and interior spiritual strength it made sense to me.
The words I am not my body, hit me like a ton of brick the week before while I was doing yoga. I had heard these words before, but I never knew them until that moment. I saw my body as being a part of me on this earth, the vessel I inhabit. But the me of me, exists beyond and outside of my body. Like in my dream, it’s what’s inside, the sacred bone of me. During my session with Mandy I focused on this idea and the rest of the words I used in the pillow came to me.
I Am not My body
the Stars are my Sisters
Sacred bones
Spirit bones
Don’t fear Your power
This pillow is sold.
The pillow is stunning. I love blue and green, water, ocean, trees and sky. Your dream is scary. I “never” remember my dreams…maybe one every year or two. Then usually only nightmarish ones. Your dream was intense.
It was intense Leslie, and I was scared when I woke up. But I’m learning the scary dreams often are more lessons about myself when I think about them and then they are no longer scary.
Awesome interpretation. Fits so well. The truth will out….
Maria, your art is so awesome, so intense, so beautiful, just colors of the rainbow and sky dancing; but your dreams, your interpretations, your words, are really the best gift you give to us. Thank you so much, Annie