In my dream, I was sitting in a car with a woman who was my sister (not my sister in waking life). We were in a parking lot next to some woods where she had just buried a bundle of clothes that belonged to a man she had killed. I was scared and upset by this even though I knew she killed the man in self defense. Then I was outside the car and a man was attacking me. He was holding me so I couldn’t get away but I was biting his hand. A part of me didn’t want to bite down too hard, because I didn’t want to hurt him too much. But at the same time I didn’t want to hurt him, I willed him to be gone. He vanished, leaving behind a small bundle of white cloth wrapped around a shiny glowing white bone. I was still scared, but because my dream sister had done it before me, I knew I would bury the bundle in the woods.
“That’s a power dream”, Jon said, “you don’t know who you really are, you don’t know your own power”. When I told Mandy the dream before my massage and energy work she said the same thing. Then she interpreted the white bone as being a symbol of interior structure and interior spiritual strength it made sense to me.
The words I am not my body, hit me like a ton of brick the week before while I was doing yoga. I had heard these words before, but I never knew them until that moment. I saw my body as being a part of me on this earth, the vessel I inhabit. But the me of me, exists beyond and outside of my body. Like in my dream, it’s what’s inside, the sacred bone of me. During my session with Mandy I focused on this idea and the rest of the words I used in the pillow came to me.
I Am not My body
the Stars are my Sisters
Don’t fear Your power
This pillow is sold.