Today I did something about all that darkness inside of me that’s been haunting me at 3am and 3pm, the bad brain and the panic attack over my new sewing machine. I saw a healer, one who practices Cranial Sacral Therapy and Shamanism. I know it helped me already, but I’m too close to it and too tired to write about it tonight.
After sleeping for a couple of hours after our session I did a drawing to help me sort it all out. This is a detail of that drawing. One of the images that came to me was a ball of brown yarn and white bone in a shiny metal basket. I remember saying out loud, that with them, I could make a new me. I don’t think I’ll be starting from scratch, but I would like a few improvements.