Dream Scepter

“Stop asking me questions about it,” I snapped at Jon,” I don’t know. ”

But he’s intrigued, trying to figure it out, so that’s good.

I saw the Scepter when I was falling asleep.  Then it came back to me again when I was having a massage and energy work by my friend Mandy.  I told Mandy I wanted the massage to focus on being a threshold for me getting back to work.

That was yesterday morning.

The scepter isn’t exactly what I saw in my mind.  My work never seems to translate so directly from what I see and how it actually manifests in the real world. I’m not sure if it’s because I’m just not that good an artist or if it’s because my mind and the real world are two different realities that can’t overlap in that way.  I prefer to believe the second option and have also come to embrace it, most of the time.

I still don’t know what this is all about, or what it’s called or have answers for most of the other questions Jon has about it. (I have to admit I have my questions too and some thoughts).  But for now I’ve decided to just let her live in the world, to have some fun and see what happens.

Jon seemed to take to her right away.  When I asked him to hold her so I could see what she looked like from a distance he held her up as if she was an extension of him.

When I wanted to take a picture he went right to the Tin Man so the three of them could pose together.  Then he took her to visit the donkeys.

Now I’m thinking of taking her to lunch with me, Mandy and Athena at the Round House.  She’s a little awkward to carry around, but as Jon suggested, I can get her, her own chair.