Mushrooms On The Paper Birch

Mushrooms growing on the birch tree

These dinner plate sized mushrooms are growing bigger all the time.  The last time mushrooms like this grew on the Paper Birch in the side yard, the branch came down in a snowstorm.

I know our Paper Birch and old and dying.  Each year the leaves get small and less grow.  Branches fall throughout the seasons, most are partially if not completely rotted.

But she’s still a glorious tree, holding her arms up in a welcoming hug to anyone who comes up the driveway.

I collect the smaller branches she drops for kindling, but this years we’re also burning the wood from the big branch that came down last winter.  It’s piled in the woodshed with the rest of the wood that we get delivered.

The birch is easy to recognize because of the white bark.  It’s good to use for starting the fires, the papery bark catches and burns like newspaper.  But there is one split piece I keep putting at the bottom of the pile.

The  wood is wavy like Rapunzel’s hair or the wind on water.  It’s a cross section of the layers of the earth, and a mountain range.

I don’ t know what makes a tree’s wood do this.  It’s probably not a sign of a healthy tree.  But it is beautiful to me.

As beautiful as the dinner plate mushrooms that are an indication of decaying wood.

Cozy Mushrooms

I didn’t take a lot of pictures on my walk in the woods today.  But the ones I did take were of mushrooms.   I was drawn to mushrooms and the environment around them.

Here they are….

This one seemed like a balancing act.  The moss-covered rock was jutting out of the ground at one angle and the mushroom at the opposite.

The hole in this fallen log and the mushroom growing in the space under it, reminded me of the caves in the rocks in Bandelier,  NM.

This mushroom was snuggled in the mossy roots of a tree.

My Raven Fabric Painting, Mushrooms and Flying Raven

Raven speaks of the opportunity to become the magician and/or enchantress of your life. Each of us has the magician within, and it is Raven which can show us how to bring that part of us out of the dark and into the light.”  From Animals Speak by Ted Andrews

This is the symbolism of Raven that I have been focusing on since taking notice of her over a year ago. The magical part that Andrews and others write about.

For me, it’s about being able to see or perceive things differently.   That’s the magic, which in my experience has been like changing the past.

I worked on my Raven fabric painting today, sewing the mushrooms into place.  I also began working on one more Raven for the piece,  this one flying.

The photo above is where I left it today.

Making Mushrooms For My Raven

on of my mushrooms

I got home from Bishop Gibbons just in time to bring the sheep and donkeys to the pasture and feed the dogs.   Jon was out buying T-shirts for the Mansion and food shopping for us.

I went to my studio, but my head was spinning from the drive to Schenectady and working on the sewing machines in Sue’s classroom.  It was already late in the afternoon, I could easily have spent the rest of the day blogging and making dinner,  but when I looked at the painted mushrooms I made yesterday, I wanted to work on them.

So I set my timer and laid down on my studio floor.  Back flat, arms at my side, in Savasana or the Corpse Pose as my Yoga teachers called it.  It’s a good way to rest the body, a surrender.

When the crickets  on my timer chipped ten minutes later I was ready.

It’s just practice I told myself, and that along with my 10 minute surrender loosened me up enough to stitch six mushrooms, five that I was happy with.

A Chanterelle mushroom

One was on a dark green fabric and one a light green.  Three were on the back of a white piece of fabric with the ferns on the front.  The ferns are pale enough to create a background that doesn’t  compete with my mushrooms.

My mushroom drawings  all come from the mushroom photos I’ve taken on my walks in the woods and posted on my blog.

I thought the mushroom on the white blackings with the ferns worked best with the Raven.  I painted a few more on that fabric and will stitch those tomorrow  before making a final choice of which mushrooms I will use.

Mushrooms For My Raven

My Raven needs mushrooms.  I knew this for a while, and it still holds true.  Today I began to do something about it.

I typed “mushroom” into the search box on my blog and up came all my mushroom photos over the past few years.   Then I got my newsprint sketchpad and a marker and started to draw them.

I struggled with trying to create mushrooms last summer and didn’t get far.  But the idea never left me and now I know just what I want to do.

Using fabric paint has opened up a whole new way of working and it’s just right for parts of this fabric painting.

After I had a feeling for drawing the mushrooms, I got out my paint, found a few different kinds of fabric to experiment with, and started mixing paint.

I painted the shapes of a few different mushrooms, but before I could stitch over them, I had to wait for them to dry.  It’s not the quick process that I’m used to, but in a way, it’s good because it slows me down.

Tomorrow I’m going to meet Sue at Bishop Gibbons and get the sewing machines working for the beginning of school.  Jon isn’t going with me because there isn’t much for him to do there without the kids.  And he’d just be hanging around while I was working.

I don’t know if I’ll get home in time to work on the mushrooms.  If not tomorrow then the next day.

I did get my shipping done, some paperwork, a did a bit of work on my Raven and Turtle potholders while the mushrooms were drying.

Winter Mushrooms

The snow has been wet and heavy all day, with little accumulation.  I was glad to be walking in it, even though I came home drenched as if it had been raining.

I didn’t expect to find these juicy mushrooms growing on a dead elm tree. And then I  found more mushrooms growing in the hole of another dead tree.

I always look into the holes in trees.  Mostly there are broken nut shells but once I found a moth and then there was the wolf spider who I’d visit often.

The mushrooms were a nice surprise today.

The mushrooms growing in the hole in the tree.

 

 

Dryer Balls, Doctors, Ravens And Mushrooms

Fate came to visit me as I was getting my dryer balls ready to be mailed. I had to tell her “no walk today.”  She sniffed around, then lost interest and went back downstairs.

For the past two weeks, I’ve been selling and shipping my wool in various forms.

I now have a list of over 20 people who want dryer balls next fall.  Merricat and Constance’s wool is so long, it makes me wonder if I made the right decision in shearing them once a year instead of in the spring and fall.

This morning I went with Jon to his foot surgeon.  He’s been walking around in a special shoe for two weeks.  Or I should say hobbling around.  The shoe is hard to walk in and he’s supposed to be staying off his feet anyway.  It’s thrown the alignment of his back off.

But today his doctor had good news.

His toe is healing after all.  Changing the bandage twice a day seems to have helped.  Now he’s back to regular shoes and walk normally again.  Somehow the last two weeks on top of months of regular visits to the foot surgeon made me think that things wouldn’t ever change for the better.

Now, I’m feeling hopeful about it all.

Tomorrow I’ll send off the majority of the dryer balls.  The rest will be in the mail on Monday.

There are still odds and ends I’ll have to take care of, the paperwork that goes along with so much selling.  I’m grateful for it as much as I look forward to getting back to my studio and starting something new.

I’ve learned that this is the way it works.

I’m not good at storing away money for the lean times,  which will, no doubt,  come in February as it does for many businesses.   Now I’ll stock up on the supplies I’ll need for the next six months. Quilt batting, business cards, at least three kinds of shipping envelopes.

I’ll buy myself a nicer bottle of wine and we’ll go out to dinner instead of not.

And next week, when the paperwork is done,  I’ll take Fate and Zinnia and go on an extra long walk in the woods. And I’ll be thinking about ravens, and owls, and mushrooms.  And I’ll see where they take me.

Three to six dryer balls fit perfectly in a lunch-sized paper bag. Every order gets a thank you on one of my postcards. They all fit into a compostable mailing bag which is tough, lightweight and corn-based so it will quickly turn to soil in your compost pile.

The Elusive Mushrooms

The mushrooms are eluding me.  I worked on them again this morning sure I had come up with a a good idea.

But it’s not happening.

Last night I had a dream that I was working in a factory and there was a man on a very tall ladder.  The ladder was in my way, and when I walked passed it I bumped into it.  I knew this would happen and chose to do it anyway. When I bumped into the ladder the man fell off of it and died.

In my dream, I felt bad because I knew it was my fault, but I had still chosen to do it, knowing the man would fall.

I felt like my dream was telling me that I had to remember the distinctions between being true to my creativity and making money.

It’s always a little tricky because I make my living by making and selling my art. I’m always balancing the two.  Because for much of my life, I worked for an hourly wage (as people who work in factories do) I sometimes get caught up in the idea of trying to figure out how much I make an hour and the amount of time I can spend making something considering how much I can sell it for.

If I  were to actually work this way, it would be the death of my creativity and my business. (Maybe represented by my choice to let the man die in my dream?)

Everything I do in my life has the potential to influence my art.  And probably does in ways I’m not even aware of.  I can’t account for what happens in my subconscious which I like to believe is always at work somehow in my art.

The lines between my art and my life are blurry.  And since I started getting donations to help pay for the work I do on my blog, the lines between my life and how I make a living have blurred even more.

I’ve been thinking about the mushrooms I see on my walks in the woods and around the farm for over a year.  They pull at me.  I constantly get images in my mind of how I can recreate them in a way that would make them mine.

But after working on them for the past couple of days, I feel like I’m not there yet.  Something is missing in my process or understanding of them, that keeps them from being art.  Right now, they’re just fabric representations of mushrooms.  I don’t want to just make mushrooms so I can sell them.

But I’m not done with them yet.

I think I just need to put them aside for a while.  I have the unfinished mushroom I made today hanging on my wall.   Maybe I’m not listening, or I’m not ready to hear what it has to say,  because  I don’t know how to take it to the next level.

I’d guess that when the mushrooms do make their way into a piece of my art, they will be a part of the piece without being the whole thing.

So I’ll continue to look for mushrooms in my life, to take their portraits, and leave my mind and heart open to the gifts they bring me.

Making Mushrooms

 

My first attempt at making a mushroom

I started playing around with making mushrooms today.  I have some ideas, but really just needed to start working with the materials to figure out what I would do. At the end of the day, I’m still uncertain.

I did some drawing from my photos, focusing on one mushroom.

I’m trying not to think too much about what these mushrooms will become after I make them.

I do have a sense of wonder and delight in the mushroom I find. They’re like little living sculptures. And I hope to be able to get that feeling across in whatever form the mushrooms take.

 

After making the first mushroom and not being happy with it, I wanted to try molding the fabric by sewing it by hand.  I wanted it to feel less constrained. More emotional.

So I simply started with a piece of red fabric. I sewed some by hand and some on my free motion sewing machine.

My third attempt at making a mushroom.

 

I liked this process better, but it didn’t quite work either.

Tomorrow I’ll try again. It’s a little discouraging, but I’ve been thinking about making mushrooms for over a year without ever having a clear vision of it.  So now, experimenting with materials and construction is the only way forward.

I feel like just getting started, like making the commitment is important.  My intention of working with the mushrooms is clear even if my vision isn’t.

I’ve started the process and I’m trusting it will lead me where I need to go.

Finding Mushrooms

Let’s go for a walk in the woods, I texted Jackie.  With all the rain there will probably be a lot of mushrooms. 

That morning I made borscht.  We’d go for a walk while Jon was writing, have lunch, then hang out with the donkeys for a while.

With Jackie along, I knew we’d see more mushrooms than if I walked alone.  That’s what happened the last time we walked together in the woods during the summer.  We both saw things that the other didn’t.

Jackie taking a picture of the toad

Fate and Zinnia ran ahead of us circling back when we stopped to take a  longer look or a picture of something.  The first thing Jackie found was a well-camouflaged toad, about the side of my fist, trying to dig its way under the pine needles.

The Toad is even hard to see in this picture.

I was right about there being plenty of mushrooms….

…they grew in bunches on moss-covered rotting tree stumps…

…or pushed their way up from the ground through leaves and pine needles.

These looked like puff balls to me.  But when I poked one, I didn’t see any spores come out of the hole in the top of the mushroom. I do love the little lacy design along the lower edge of them.

Jackie took this picture of me taking a picture. Notice the big white mushroom, that looks like it belongs under the ocean,  in the bottom right corner of the picture.  I believe it’s a Coral Tooth.
Here’s a close-up of what I belive is a Coral Tooth mushroom

By the time we saw the mushroom below, I was getting hungry.  It looked to me like a cinnamon-encrusted dessert.  Jackie suggested Creme Brulee.  After that, we headed back to the farm for lunch.

I have found that if I go looking for mushrooms I find them.  Once I spot the first one and take the time to bend down and get a closer look or take a picture of it, other mushrooms reveal themselves to me.

It may be a superstition of mine, but I feel like if I ignore the first mushroom I see, I miss many others along the way. It might be that I’m putting the time in and focusing my walk when I make the effort with that first mushroom.

The same way that when I focus on my work in my studio, it tells me what to do next.

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