Maria Wulf Full Moon Fiber Art

The Apple Tree

The crabapple tree in the barnyard

” It grows warmer, until the water that gathers in the hoof prints of the deer no longer freezes in the night. Now, in the place that was once the belly of the man who offered the apple to the woman, one of the apple seeds, sheltered in the shattered rib cage, breaks its coat, drops a root into the soil, and lifts a pair of pale-green cotyledons.   A shoot rises, thickens, seeks the bars of light above it, and gently parts the fifth and sixth ribs that once guarded the dead mans meager heart.” 
  “The sapling grows through summer. By the end of August, it has eighteen leaves and is the same height as the haunches of a lynx. ”  from North Woods by Daniel Mason

I don’t think I will every look at an apple tree the same again after reading Daniel Mason’s description of one that grows from the belly of dead man in his book North Woods.

The quote above is just a part of the description of the process of what becomes of the dead mans body and the apple seed he swallowed just before he died.

Mason writes about what should be awful, even horrifying, as so natural, so matter-of-factly beautiful, I found it sublime.

One of the reasons I believe that I felt so strongly when I read this is that since I began walking in our Orphaned Woods and really seeing what was in front of me,  I know from personal experience what he is writing about.  I am familiar with the trees and viburnum, I’ve seen the foam that gathers on the truck of the pine trees when it rains.  I know how the sun touches certain  small places to help sprout a seed.  How the snow freezes and melts in the hoof print of a deer.

His descriptions and comparisons are all contained within this particular ecosystem.  Which leaves me with the feeling of the circling round and round, the pattern of life, death, life, that I witness with each walk I take.

And, for me, the idea of my dead body literally being the place where a tree could sprout from brings me great comfort.  It is my idea of heaven, of life everlasting.

Making Hare and Moon Potholders

The Hare and The Moon

It came together over the past two days.  As I was working on my Spirit Owl quilt, the hare showed up. The moon and snowflakes came next.

And today as I worked on them I thought of yesterday’s Wolf Moon.   And I was sure there was a myth, a story of the hare and moon.  Not that I was familiar with it, but I must have heard mention of it at some point.

So I googled it and there was more than one story.

So many cultures have their tales of the hare and the moon.  Sometimes the hare lives in the moon and other times the hare sacrifices itself or it is a tale to explain how a Harelip occurs.

That made me think of Prue Sarn, in the book Precious Bane By Mary Webb.   Born with a cleft lip in England in the early 1800s, Prue is heroic in navigating the world she lives in.  She was one of my heroes when I was in my early twenties.

I designed ten Hare and Moon Potholders today.  I have them all done by next week and put them up for sale in my Etsy Shop then.

Thanks to Nancy, Carolyn, and Lorry for the fabric that went into making these potholders (hope I didn’t leave anyone out).

My Hare and Moon Potholders

 

The Last Of The Snow

Robin and Merricat with Fate when the snow was still on the ground

It began as a muddy morning.  By this evening all the snow was gone except for the piles left by the plow and those pockets that always linger longer than usual.

The hens wandered out from under the bird feeder and warmth of my studio wall for the first time in over a week.

When I came in for lunch they were in the front yard, pecking at the ground as if it were summer. I’m never concerned about the hens going in the road. They will explore the edges but all the good food is in the grass not on the blacktop.

I imagine chickens cross the road when there is something enticing on the other side.  So far our hens have never been tempted.

The hens in the front yard

My Spirit Owl Quilt

 

Kaaren wrote to me that the owl is “the bird for those born in January.”   And Barb said she sees the owl “as the representative of our wise inner self.”

Maybe I waited to make the quilt that I’d been thinking about for so long until January because it is the month I was born in.  And perhaps the owl is reminding me that it is time to actively seek my inner wisdom.

I think of the owl that followed me and dogs in the woods last year.  How she waited in the trees and watched us as we walked. Sometimes flying along with us.

I wasn’t ready for her then. But I haven’t forgotten her.  And making the quilt now, just a few days away from my 60th birthday, I think I need to explore her message more closely.

I think I am ready for it.

I finished designing my Spirit Owl quilt today.  It didn’t need much more, a thin solid border then more of that wonderful leafy fabric.

I have a list of a few people who are interested in it.

The Mist And The Mud

 

The ground warms, the snow turns to mud and the air is soft and wet.  The sheep and donkeys eat their hay then wander into the back pasture.  They scratch in the bit of snow left on the ground for last summers grass and forage though the low bushes eating the thin branches and chewing bark from the trees.

The sheep come back wearing souvenirs, thorny branches, broken sticks and vines tangled in their wool.  If they won’t let me pull them out, they all work themselves out soon enough.

Where they walk most there is mud, ice, pooling water.   Their thin path to the back pasture is the brown of Asher’s wool spotted with round droppings.

They only leave it when the pass through the gate where it becomes many paths.

Footprints In The Orphaned Woods

Ice in the woods

Last nights snow was heavy and wet.  It stuck to my shovel and was already melting down the icicles  on the edge of the roof.

Later, in my studio, I listened as a tidal wave of snow slid from the slates arching over the bird feeder and piling up in a long line on the ground.

I didn’t really have time for a walk with Bellydancing class a couple of hours away.  But tomorrow the snow might all be gone and the woods will be another place than it is today.

What I saw, that wasn’t there after the snow first fell, were lots of footprints.  Mostly squirrel and rabbits, but also the flutter of a birds wings….

 

Bird wing and foot prints in the snow

…and the Bobcat.

It’s the first I’ve seen of the bobcat since the summer when Fate found her scat on the rocks.  Today, Zinnia and Fate walked the low rock wall covered in snow and footprints and most importantly to them, her scent.

I followed along, ducking under low branches till I lost the trial.  I have no hopes of finding her.  I don’t believe she’d let that happen, but I like to pretend.   I imagine us looking each other, both of us startled, but neither of us moving long enough for me to get a good look.  To get my fill of her wildness.

But in reality it would be me and two dogs confronting her.   And I know that Fate and Zinnia want nothing to do with a bobcat.  Just as they don’t want to catch the chipmunks and deer they always quickly give up chasing.

I look up from my laptop as I write this and see beads of rain running down the living room window. It will either freeze tonight or keep melting.

Tomorrows woods will tell another story.

Bobcat print.  It’s as big as my pinky.
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