My mother died this morning. She was 94 years old and in poor health. As I’ve written before, my relationship with my mother was difficult. Still, I loved her, and I want to take time to grieve in my own way and process her death.
When important events happen in my life I like to think about looking back on that time and being able to say to myself that I did well. I want to do this well.
So, for now, I will not be blogging. I’ll be back when it feels right.
More and more Zip is venturing out of the barn. He needs a little coaxing but then gets to exploring.
I have a feeling he already knows the barnyard pretty well. He slips under the gate as if he’s been doing it all his life. Zip is much more comfortable there than going into the yard and towards the road. Which is a good thing.
This morning I watched as he wandered in and around the Dahlia garden.
I still have his crate in the barn, with his water bowl in it. I moved his kitty litter box closer to the door to encourage him to go outside the barn. And he eats on top of the haybales. In a day or two I’ll move his water bowl and take the create away.
I’m not sure where he is sleeping now, but it’s not in the crate.
Zip looking up at me through the hole in the hay loft floor
I looked down through the hole in the hayloft floor that I climbed through just a few minutes before and there was Zip looking up at me. Maybe he thought I was a big pigeon.
I was in the loft to see if I could reach the window the pigeons have been using to get in and out of the barn for the past two years. I’ve been meaning to fix the three broken planes of glass, but never got around to it.
Now six of the 12 lites of glass were broken. Zip started stalking the pigeons after we let him out of the crate. It seems that part of establishing himself as king of the barn, is to rid it of the pigeons who have made it their home since Flo died and Minnie stopped living in the barn last year.
This spring I followed the birth of a pair of pigeons from egg to when they left the nest. But now I want the pigeons out as much as Zip.
Every day they’re crashing through the barn windows, the glass shattered on the ground in the barnyard. Zip has made his presence known and the pigeons are finding their home is not the safe place it used to be.
Fixing the barn window
I found I could easily reach the window in the hayloft with the 8 foot ladder. So I pulled it up through another hole in the barn floor. This one big enough to through hay bale through.
That’s when I saw the two fledgling pigeons huddled together on a bean inside the barn. They looked terrified.
Since Zip came to the farm, their lives have drastically changed. I felt bad for them and tried to let them know I wouldn’t hurt them. I made sure to close the door between the two barns so Zip would have less of a chance of finding them.
The pigeons, a few days away from flying. Their parents can still get to them to feed them.
Once I was up on the ladder I could see that the window had been cobbled together, two sashes screwed to each other, then held in place with more screws.
It was easy to remove with the right drill bit.
Fixing the barn window
One of the few things left in the basement when we bought the farm was a stack of glass, some still with thin sheets of paper between the lites. So I have plenty of glass even if I made a mistake and cut one too short.
Instead of using glazing, as I usually would, I decided to use caulk. The window is so high no one would see it and it’s quicker and easier to use. First I put a bead of caulk on the lip of the pane, put in the glass and a few glazing points (the little pieces of metal that help hold the glass in) then a thicker bead of caulk.
While I waited for it to dry, I cleaned and fixed a few panes of glass on the window on the bottom floor of the barn that the pigeons also flew through.
Next came the paint. When it was dry, I screwed the window back in the barn. After that I stapled a piece of hardware cloth over the window on the inside of the barn. This way the pigeons couldn’t push the lites of glass out if they tried to fly out of the barn.
But it wasn’t until had lowered the ladder through the hole and put it away, that I worried that the pigeons might try to fly into the barn not realizing there was glass and hardware cloth to stop them.
So I went back up into the loft, pulling the ladder past the fledgling pigeons once again, and put pieces of duct tape on the hardware cloth hoping they would see it as a deterrent.
Ideally, I would have liked to put the tape on the glass as I did on the lower windows, but I don’t have a ladder tall enough to reach the window from the outside of the barn. Also, it was getting dark and I had been working at this for most of the day. I just didn’t have it in me to remove the hardware cloth and put it back again.
The Barn window with window fixed and secured with hardware cloth on the inside.
Even with the windows blocked off, there are other ways for the pigeons to get in and out of the barn. But they are not hanging around the way they had been. I’m sure they are confused and uncertain if our barn is still a good place for them to raise their young.
This morning as a few pigeons pecked around the barnyard, Zip was on to them. He slipped under the fence and got as far as peeking into the pole barn. He retreated after seeing the barn was full of sheep and donkeys.
I never expected so much turmoil when we brought Zip to the farm. Somehow I didn’t associate the pigeons with not having an active barn cat. But now I can see how Minnie and Flo kept pigeons from nesting in the barn all these years.
Zip is already earning his keep. I loved having the pigeons here this summer. Watching them grow up and learning all about them. But I can see if they continue to nest in the barn, there will be to many of them.
I have a feeling the pigeons will not be here for much longer.
It’s a colorful delight. Sure to warm a person in two ways this coming winter. First with its soft handspun mohair, then with the way it will bring so much color and brightness to whoever wears it.
As you all probably already know each of Suzy’s shawls is a unique piece of wearable art. Below is a photo of her angora goats, where she gets the mohair that she hand spins, then hand knits into one of her creations.
We’ve already sold four of Suzy’s shawls in the past few weeks. They are very popular and she has many repeat buyers.
When I used to sell Suzy’s Shawls at the Bedlam Farm Open Houses, it was always such a thrill to open the box she sent them in. To see Suzy’s own particular way of combining colors and textures. And to feel the soft yarn brush against the backs of my hands.
You can click here to see a video of Suzy spinning her mohair. It’s only one part of her creative process that begins with caring for her goats, Lucy, Ruth, Alice and Apirl.
It’s been three days since we let Zip out of the crate and he’s adjusting pretty well. He also shows no sign of wanting to be anywhere else.
We did have some trouble with the pigeons this morning. Zip is spooking them. I know because there were three broken windows one smashed and who whole panes of glass on the ground in the barnyard this morning.
The pigeons, no doubt startled by Zip, flew right through the barn windows.
I have a plan for dealing with that this weekend as long as our ladder is tall enough to reach the window. I’ll replace the glass then put hardware cloth over the window inside the barn. There are other holes in the barn where the pigeons can come and go. But I’m beginning to think they may find another place to nest.
We will see…
For all his terrorizing of the pigeons, Zip has been reluctant to venture out of the barn.
That is until this evening when he followed me through the doorway. Outside the barn, he walked back and forth between me and Jon. When he went to Jon I moved a few feet away. We kept doing this until I was standing next to the apple tree.
I knew Zip would love the tree. It’s full of good smells from the hens and chipmunks.
Zip exploring the Apple Tree. Photo by Jon Katz
Zip explored inside the tree, sticking his face in every crevice. Then he walked around the outside of the tree, and even sharpened his claws, leaving his mark on the thick trunk.
We left Zip to wander the yard. He wasn’t ready to come up on the back porch, but he did find the stone wall around the dahlia garden, home to mice, chipmunks, and snakes.
He’s still healthily skittish. Zip runs at loud noises, when he sees the sheep and donkeys run, and hunkers down when a loud truck or motorcycle drives by the house.
It was good to see him outside of the barn this evening. It great to see him getting to know the farm and coming to understand that he belongs here as much as any of the animals or humans.
I was sewing that strip of blue with the flowers onto my Raven quilt when out of the corner of my eye I saw shades of blue and bright white. It was two Blue Jay, hopping from one branch to another in the green of the lilac bush outside my studio window.
All that blue in all that green.
Blue Jays come to the feeder outside my window in the winter, but I’ve never seen them in the Lilacs this time of year.
Yet, I wasn’t surprised the Blue Jays visited me while working on my Raven Quilt. Because of the story that Sue, who is buying my Raven quilt, told me….
Years ago I owned a horse farm and you know all the activities related to that. Well one day I was bush hogging the back of the acreage and realized when I was finished that I had lost my watch! I looked everywhere for it and could not find it. It bothered me terribly because I am not one to lose things.
Several days later I was leaning on the fence to one of the paddocks talking with one of my horses. In the tree next to me I heard loud squawking. I looked up and there was a blue jay in the sun. He took flight and dropped my watch right in front of me! I was so astounded. It had a piece of grass stuck in it and it was still working. The jay circled around and then landed back in the tree, all proud of himself. It was just shocking. So I thanked him and told him how much it meant to have it back. That day is burnished in my memory forever. It began my love affair with Corvids.
When I read Sue’s story of the Blue Jay returning her watch, I got chills. I knew the quilt was meant for her.
It’s a colorful delight. Sure to warm a person in two ways this coming winter. First with its soft handspun mohair, then with the way it will bring so much color and brightness to whoever wears it.
As you all probably already know each of Suzy’s shawls is a unique piece of wearable art. Below is a photo of her angora goats, where she gets the mohair that she hand spins, then hand knits into one of her creations.
We’ve already sold four of Suzy’s shawls in the past few weeks. They are very popular and she has many repeat buyers.
When I used to sell Suzy’s Shawls at the Bedlam Farm Open Houses, it was always such a thrill to open the box she sent them in. To see Suzy’s own particular way of combining colors and textures. And to feel the soft yarn brush against the backs of my hands.
You can click here to see a video of Suzy spinning her mohair. It’s only one part of her creative process that begins with caring for her goats, Lucy, Ruth, Alice and Apirl.